photo flap and depression

I took
a photo-flap
out of an
unused
wallet
and put it

in mine

so
I
could

Look
at HER
Picture

She was Beautiful
I found Myself
opening the Billfold
everyday
just
to view what pussy
I wasn't getting

wet
Dreams
Dry days and in B/W
was my sad lonely Look
headphones plugging
my ears
so I couldn't
hear the silence
that would
disturb
my steps...life is growing
all around me
but I refuse
to go along with it
I stay young
I
stay
Driven
I stay sucked
at soul
for some sort
of lifestyle-suffering
that would bring in a paycheck

but all was
froze this moment
my expired plates
on my 2003 sentra
sat in a parking lot
got a new ID
in a state
I only
visit
once
a year
confusion and misplacement
has never felt so Good.