fat belly dancer out of work

when I was a child my mother hit me with a dog chain
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I was out of line----------------
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when I was a young---------________ boy

a neighborhood ::::::::::::::::::::::::kid
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showed me
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pictures of nude women
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taking showers**************

we walked in on his parents having sex
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i was no older than 5 or
6
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taught pain
and sex:::::::::::::::as agony and defeat
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I'm now a man
waiting for
pain and depraved recessed
sexual?????ßßßßßßßßßßßßßßß tensions

to write me a
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masterpiece.


maybe if :::::::::::::::...I
hurt my longings
till the°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° dawn
i would be able

to breathe
with ease

and
grace


like the smiling children
of
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